What sup?!

I'm back..Teehee :D

okay, first..I dint go to school today.

Why? easy,

sick. .__.

a small sick , actually can go to school,

but I refuse...

Not lazy and of cause I'm not ponteng also , just because of some reason.

I wish the time pass faster..

I found that 2011 is really a Special year.

The very very first time I got that feeling,

friends are just beside you but they treat you as invisible,

like you're not alive, not with them...

what's the problem now?

who can give me the answer that i want?

The first time I felt exhaust with them,

The first time I felt like crying because of them,

everytime when I look at them,

I recorded back the old memories..

The best memories with them..

but its end in the year 2011.

everything I did must make sure they would not say something negative

or dislike, its really...i dont know how to say..

I have my opinion, I'm also a human, I have feelings too..

why I'm the one who copy you all but not you all ?

why can't you all just try to understand me?

I'd understand you all well, a eye contact I already know what

you all going to do next step, although is not contact with me,

I just cant do anything I want,

cause everything I did,

they will say I'm copying them.

fine. I'm okay, I'm always a follower but not a leader.

that's me.

screw my life, seriously, I hate it.

what the hell life I'm living?

Chen Shi Yan, get a better life, please.

you'll be feeling better.

bye.