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ELLLLOOO guys!
okay I'm very very sorry that so long time dint update my blog

what wind blow me here again huh? :D

haha, no lah suddenly feel like share some though with you all ;D

first, I feel so glad that although I so long time dint open this web site,

but still, a lot supporters are here to leave their message at chat box there

THANK YOU SO MUCH! <3

REALLY REALLY THANK YOU,

if not, i don't think i'll continue this page since now blogger is not hot already lol.

but, I CHANGE MY MIND! I want to continue! :3 untill no one want to read,

i think i will still continue writing? this would become my hobby one day haha! :D

GAHHH time past so fast, I'm already form 4.

okay everyone said that form 4 is honeymoon year , I though that so, BUT!

BULLSHIT.

its even busy than the time I was form 3. what the.

I dont even have time to shit seriously lol XD

no la jk only. But really very busy. everything has changed,

it I dont catch up at the begining I'll preparing to die soon.

LOL. Not KIDDING.

Okay let start. what do you want to read?

tell you all one good news, 2PM comeback stage is on March

AHAHHAH <3 oh noo cant wait XD

*you're crazy women*

WHO CARES? IM SEXY AND I KNOW IT! ;D

Dream High 2 just come out, and lucky the react is quite good

although without my woo young taecyeon Suzy and IU hmm :/

sad case! But nvm! got Ji Yeon WOOTS the pretty awesome lady,

2 new debut guy JB and JR *not bieber please* :D

and 2Am Jin Woon.

Okay, at first, not that happy with the actor and actress besides than Ji yeon.

keep on thinking that why not Woo young and taecyeon? gahh

but I can accept the why now :D

cause those actor actually Not bad seriously.

This is Jin Woon. Who actually quite cute when He smile :D

this is my pretty , awesome lady Ji Yeon Unnie <3

pretty right? hot right? aww ;3

this is JR so cute right feel like cubit is face xD

This JB! Handsome or not? at first I dont like him,

but.. slowly slowly think that he's quite adorable :D

that's all. :) Curious? www.youtube.com

search yourself darlings :D

I miss a guy. Miss him like shit.

what to do huh?

I saw a very nice and suitable quote at facebook

''Sometimes,the best way to stay with someone you love is just

being a friend''

I love this quote, it suite me so much.

I think its not being friend, is being a stranger?

:/

Hi grandma. How are you? I'm fine here.

New year just ended? how you celebrate you new year?

alone? or with us? I hope you're beside us and celebrate with us

Grandma, I miss you. why dont you talk to me?

Why don't you let me dream about you?

I have a lot a lot things to tell you you know?

no one I can talk to but only you. Now, what should I do?

I can't find my way, I need someone to talk to

but, where are you?

you said you're always be with me when I need you

but where are you now? why you just leave me alone?

grandma, please teach me how to control my tears when I miss you

please tell me I'm big girl, big girl don't cry.

I still felt very guilty when I miss you or thinking bout you

I can't forgive myself for that mistake

Its my fault for not consult you

Grandma, please , dont forgive me, I should do my best for take good care on you

but not just leave you like that.

Im sorry grandma, sorry. really sorry.

can you hear me?

grandma, I love you.

this is the word I want to tell you, but

its too late.

treasure those you love and those who love you when it still available,

dont regret when everything is gone,

say whatever you want to say,

no one know what is gonna happen in next second.

Don't leave with regrat and guilty.

that's hurt.

next week Valentine Day. Alone again.

haih

#foreveralone

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